`hold my hands and never let go!

2009-01-05T09:24:00.004+08:00

Replies to tag:

fyan - ROSE!: miss you tonnes more too!
fyan - azri: lolol. re-linked! (:
fyan - ga ee: re-linked! (:
fyan - nadnad: yealar. sad sia. I also dunno when. Nobody contacted me at all. ):
fyan - rayis: erm okie.
fyan - whitecloudz, Delise, Danelyn syg: refer to my post. (:
fyan - Emily, Theresa, Danelyn syg: Happy New Year to you too! :D
fyan - Fiqah: Hello fiqah! How are u duddette! :D

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My blog will be dead for the time being.
Don't ask me why.
But it's because i'm too lazy to log in to blogger and type all the rantings and all the fun stuff.
So sorry to all.
I will be back till i-dunno-when.
:D

& oh oh.
Wishing everyone
A MERRY NEW YEAR!
:D

p.s. it's the first day of school and i skipped it.
p.p.s. i am stoning.
p.p.p.s. my blog is not yet closed and officially over.
p.p.p.p.s. i should stop now.

2008-12-10T17:33:00.007+08:00

Replies to tags:

fyan - Emily: hahahaha. I've updated, well, not really updated, but at least there's something new.
fyan - mariam: linked! :D
fyan - syg: HELLO SYGGGG. yes?! :D
fyan - NadNad: hahaha. yea, i changed it already. but the song was catchy tho. (:
fyan - phina: LOL. u good la. then never put your link at my tagboard. then i cannot visit your blog, with my link on it! :p

MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD, TECHNICALLY.
& sorry i broke my promise, Sitt Hui!
I'll be back with updates when holidays starts!
:D
p.s. Sabby and Julie knows about this as they are sitting right next to me while i'm writing down this pathetic entry. (:

& oh oh.

SELAMAT (belated) HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!
To all Muslims out there.
& yea, its too late.

2008-11-08T21:07:00.003+08:00

This week's song of the week:

Artist: J-Status Featuring Shontelle and Rihanna
Song: Roll It
Album: The Beginning
Genre: Reggae & Dancehall
Length: 3:58
Label: SRP Recordings
Producer: Evan Rogers, Carl Sturken

Information:
Shontelle and Sheldon Benjamin, the composers of "Roll It Gal" re-wrote and re-produced the song for the band J-Status', changing the lyrics from the being about female empowerment to more sexual lyrics, re-titling the song to "Roll It". The J-status version is taken from their debut album The Beginning, released in several European countries only. The J-Status version is performed with Rihanna And Shontelle herself.

Source (s):
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roll_It_Gal

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Updates tomorrow!
PROMISE!

2008-11-02T22:26:00.004+08:00

ARGHHHHH!!

School is gonna start tomorrow!
& I am definitely NOT looking forward to it.
):

Damn you RP.
You make me deprive of my sleep.
& your schedule is freakin' packed and rigid.
Everyday 830am to 4pm.
Not like other schools where they can have lessons in the afternoon (so can wake up late), or even morning (where it can sometimes end even before reaching 12pm in the afternoon).
& to add to that, your disgustingly UTs are always cramped up in a week.
3 UTs in 1 week.
God damn you.
If not because of the course I want, i'd be in another school with a different course!

Lol.
Enough of that.
I'm just plain lazy to go to school tomorrow.

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Went to cut my hair today.
Erm, wasn't really what i expected.
Nvm la.
Just wait till it grow back, and then can cut new hairstyle.

After that, saw this Bangladesh sitting at a nearby bench.
When i approached nearer, (i had to! in order for me to cross the road to the other side),
He talked to me in "Bangladesh language"!
I think he was asking me where his friend was.
I was like WTF.
Stunned for a moment.

First, i am not your 'kind'. (not being racist, but telling a fact.)
Second, i am not who you think it is.
Third, do i look like your friend?
Fourth, i approached nearer not because i wanted to talk to you, but because i wanted to cross the road. Moreover, i didn't even think that you would talk to me. -.-
Fifth, I just wanted to add something here in order for it to look like there's a lot of things.

Gosh.
Shaked my head, lost, stunned, then buzzed off after that.
Some weird people.

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2008-10-31T16:57:00.003+08:00

Featuring a new addition to my site.
"Song of the week" corner.
This corner will be updated every week,
& it's details will be posted the moment the MTV is being put up.

Songs are being picked according to fyan's choice;
Whether is it by a female artists, male artist, ballad genre, hip-hop genre and so on.
Hopefully this will jazz you up a lil' bit during your stay on http://that-sweet-melancholy.blogspot.com!
:D

This week's song of the week:

Artist: Leona Louise Lewis or better known as Leona Lewis
Song: Forgive Me
Album: Spirit: The Deluxe Edition
Genre: Dance-Pop, R&B
Length: 3:41
Label: Syco, J, Sony BMG
Producer: Akon

Music Video:
The music video for the song, directed by Wayne Isham, was released in September 2008. It starts out with Lewis receiving a text from her boyfriend saying he is just a minute away from meeting up with her. The video then turns into a dream-like sequence with Lewis dancing in four set-ups inspired by the Hollywood musicals West Side Story, Cabaret, Singin' in the Rain and Carousel. The video ends with Lewis coming back to reality after a drop of rain lands on her hand.

The JabbaWockeeZ dance crew also make an appearance in the Cabaret scene in the video, dancing behind Lewis.

Source(s):
http://www.leonalewismusic.co.uk/index.php/index
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Forgive_Me_(Leona_Lewis_song)

Enjoy the "Song of the week"!
:D

2008-10-31T16:53:00.001+08:00

Happy Halloween to everybody out there!
:D

2008-10-28T20:30:00.001+08:00

My PP presentation is finally & officially OVER!
Yes!
O-V-E-R!
Good riddance.
No more PP to think of right now.
I can enjoy my 4 days of holidays, PP-free for now.
:D

My presentation was alright.
I feel it's just like explaining in class, but only there's 3 facilitators listening to you.
There's this one Indian assessor who looks extremely fierce and serious.
Not to be racist or anything, she gave me the fright.
But luckily, the presentation was interactive.

Nervousness, anxiety, paranoia - POOF!
Just go with flow.

All of them were either smiling or giggling.
I'm happy about that.
There's only one thing i need.
& that is a P-A-S-S.
Let's just see how it goes.
(:

Good luck to everyone who will be having their presentation tmr!
:D

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Went out for a movie after that with my cousins.
This taxi driver was extremely shocked that we, cousins, are sooooo close.
Awww.

Watched High School Musical 3: Senior Year.
Ratings: 3.65/5.
High rate goes to the songs.

I watched this movie for like the freakin' 2nd time.
The 1st time was with Julie & Sabby.
But since my cousin wanted to watch it SO much and that she was the one that booked me first to watch this movie,
then i have no choice.
The plot was alright la, the songs are much more groovier than the previous two.
But i still think, it should come out in Disney Channel instead of a movie.
*shrugs*

& I AM DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO WATCH THIS MOVIE FOR THE 3RD TIME.
I can practically remember the whole movie.
-.-

Had Pizza Hut for dinner.
Cousin's treat!
Wohooooo.
Sadly no pics taken; we all gobbled down our food the moment it arrived.
:D

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Enjoyable day!

2008-10-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Deepavali to all the Hindus out there!

2008-10-26T17:20:00.003+08:00

Replies to tags:
bigeyebrow - ermm okie. will look into it, hopefully.
Emily - haha! yeap. a new blog layout! pretty not?! & thanks for the belated Hari Raya wish eh! (:
Jannah - Selamat Hari Raya to you too! Belated that is. (:
theresa - Oops! Sorry! i changed it already! ROAR! (:
ying - haha. yeapo! (:
H!$Y@M - hey hey! i'm great! how bout you! take care aites.
whitecloudz - hahahaha. yaaa. saw u at the canteen too! & yes! i am going to blog. lol. (:
FR Exposed - ermm. okiee.
Sabby - YESSS. new blogskin! cannot ahh. haha. & yea, am gonna change post already. chill la woman. lol.

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A new blog skin comes a 'new' entry.
That's how i think it should be.
Fair enough; here you go.

Apologies so very much to my blog for not frequently being updated.
& to my fellow readers, whom diligently, ever-so-often visited this website, but was in despair knowing there wasn't any new info published - SORRY!
The reason was basically:
1) i am extremely a ~~halal pig~~ - you know what i mean.
2) i am busy with my 5 days schedule school - the moment i reach home i was extremely furnished.
3) PP was a killer - haven't yet FYP.
4) UTs were all cramped up in 1 week - i'm studious y'know! xD.
5) Festive season this month - *insert (smiley + money) face here*
6) All the possible excuses i can think of.
So, i shall spend some time jotting down something here.

A lot of things have happened this past few days.
But i don't think i'll be scribbling everything down in details.
Just the main gist of it i feel.

Hari Raya 08.

Wopeeeeeee.
It was Hari Raya - but it wasn't as fun as the last few years.
Cos maybe everyone had school and that it was during the exam period.
So yeah.
Nevertheless, the first 2 days are a MUST celebrate day for me.
Hehehehe.
The theme was all BROWN!
Less speaking, more pictures.

First day.

My aunt's side. The 2 in white are the newly weds i mentioned in the few previous posts.

Some changes in angles - personally love this shot.

My family. At least now there's 1 more lady in addition to the 5 gentlemen.

Can i just say these are all my relatives? Lol.

Love this shot.

Tak abis-abis gambar diorang. =X.

(:

Best cousins ever! :D

The DADS!

Again. -.-

Me, Sis-in-law, bro.

Above few pics are my mum's side, these next few ones are my dad's side. Since my grandpa (dad's side) lives with us, so my relatives of my dad's side came to our house. (:

Candid.

Meet my youngest cousin (5 years old) & my mum. He was so excited over my mum's heart locket.

Cousins. (:

Aunts & uncles (not all) & part of my house.

My one & only grandfather.

Hari raya falls on 1 october, & my youngest cousin birthday falls on 29th sept. So, we celebrated his belated birthday as well! Cake was made by my another aunt! Cool! (:

Look at his contented face.

The dishes (YUMMY!) and more of my relatives.

I call the one on the most right hand corner, CLEOPATRA! & she got mad. hahaha.

That's it for the 1st day.
Total up to 180+ bucks.
Loved it.
:D

Second day.

Went with my mum's side aunt. PINK! (:

This kid is super handsome i tell you. Wait till he grow up.

My cousin's fiancé.

My cousin & her soon-to-be brother-in-law. (no, she's not the one who's getting married.)

She's the one.

My bro and that handsome kid again. CUTE, i meant that kid. xD.

Not much pics on the 2nd day.
Accumulated both days: 250++ bucks.
Even more :DDD.

The next few days.

Sis-in-law family came. (:

I was the photographer - so my face is not in there! ):

The family itself.

& yea.
Total accumulated thus far: 310++ bucks.
:DDDDDD.

Saving it maybe to buy either PSP, new handphone or other related stuff.

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Moving on to the next part of the entry.

PP presentation.

Totally omg.
My presentation is on the 29th.
& when things can't get any worse than that, my allocated time is 10-11am.
Practically, I'm among the first few batch of presenters.
How great can that be.

But to look on the brighter side, i've finished my poster.
It's B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.
It's C-H-E-A-P.
& it is so worth it.
My school's printing service charges $20 per A1 without mounting, taking 3 days to finish.
The shop i printed at charges $15 per A1 with mounting, taking 2 hours to finish.
Marvelous eh?
Before the printing, Julie & I was anxious like crazy. (Sabby haven't arrived yet)
We were scared that the pictures would turned out blurry.
But all those anxiety paid off; everything was in good shape.

If you were there, you can see 3 contented-looking face walking around with a big board of wrapped paper A1 clutched in their hands.

I'm gonna write down some notes tonight.
Wish me luck.
You wouldn't want me to set the standards high.
xD.

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with ♥, fyan.

2008-10-05T01:27:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL MUSLIMS OUT THERE!

Pictures will be up, shortly. (i wonder how shortly, that is.)

2008-09-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

!@#$$#%^%##$!*%@)^!
I am seriously DAMN PISSED OFF with that IMMUNOLOGY FACI!
F HER LA.

2008-09-20T20:00:00.009+08:00

Mwahahaha!
Hello everyone!

As you all know, or maybe for those who still don't know,
19.09.2008 marks the day of me officially turning a year older!
Yes people, I'm LEGAL now!
=D

A BIG, WARM THANK YOU TO THOSE PEEPS OF MINE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON THAT VERY SPECIAL DAY!
:D

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19 th Sept 08.

Before i go on explaining what happened, i'd like to point out something.
My small brother and my aunt's birthday also falls on the same date as me!
Birthday LOVE goes to my dearest brother and dearest aunt too~
Magnificent & cool isn't it.

p/s. my aunt in this case was one of my closest aunt ever. (In fact, i treat her like my own mother).

Sadly, she can't make it to celebrate on this day.
But don't worry, we managed to celebrate the next day!
That will come in at the later part of this entry.
Now for today.

Thank you to everyone who wished me:

Through MSN: ♥ Ying (dear), ♥ Allison, ♥ Teresa (cutie pie), ♥ Delise (pig), ♥ Yanming (pig's bf), ♥ Sitt Hui, ♥ Maylwin, ♥ Daryl, ♥ Joey, ♥ Waikiat, ♥ CiHui, ♥ Amutha, ♥ Mira, ♥ Nathan, ♥ Sophia

Through text messages: ♥ Cousin Kak Wahidah & Abg Is, ♥ How Sun, ♥ Huizhi, ♥ Shuyi, ♥ Azri, ♥ Rose (muackies), ♥ Cousin Diah, ♥ Xinmin (:D) , ♥ Cousin Abg Ijal & Kak Eliza, ♥ Edmund & THE MOST IMPACTFUL MESSAGE, ♥ Luan (syg).

Verbally: ♥ Dearest Mummy ♥ Julie, ♥ Sabby, ♥ Sophia, ♥ Delon, ♥ Amelia, ♥ Huiyan, ♥ Amutha, ♥ Boon Sian, ♥ TengKiat, ♥ Chek Han, ♥ Bro Abg Apul & Kak Syahidah, ♥ Bro Syafiq, ♥ Aunt.

Through Friendster/Blogs: ♥ Rose (muackies), ♥ Luan (syg), ♥ Tasha, ♥ Kuong Hing, ♥ Ayu, ♥ Zijia, ♥ Amutha, ♥ Theresa (cutie pie), ♥ Xinmin (:D), ♥ Gary (AJC).

And THANK YOU to:

♥ Abg Apul & Kak Syahidah for the le coq Spirit shirt & the treat for dinner
♥ Kak Wahidah & Abg Is for the bag
♥ Dearest Mummy & Daddy for promising to buy anything i want for the upcoming Hari Raya shopping (!!!)
♥ Small bro for the 18 punches (-.-)
♥ Aunt for the $
♥ Kak Syahidah's dad for the $
♥ Julie & Sabby for the omg birthday card

& my cannot-be-bought-by-money LOVELY FAMILY for the bithday cakeeeeeeeeee.

Didn't take any pictures on everyone, cos basically i was tired.
Had school and then after that went to the nearest coffee shop to break our fast and had whatever me & my bro want since it's my birthday.
Sad that aunt can't make it.
You might be thinking, aiya, just normal coffee shop? So boring~

But for me, its the family love that i think is expensive/priceless.
The family bonding i have is the most wonderful present one can ever receive.
To me, family is the one where you can pour whatever hardships you're facing, share whatever happiness you experienced, be with wherever and whenever you want to.
& they will be there for you, embracing & loving you no matter what happens.
I'm thankful that i have a happy family.

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20th sept 08.

This time round had another celebration with my aunt.
Break fast at her house, munching on Canadian Pizzas.
Birthday cake was postponed to next Saturday.
Awww.
But that's okie.
Being with my aunt & cousins was great enough.

Though the joyfulness, received some bad news.
Abg Is, my cousin's fiance got into an accident.
Get well soooooon!!

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I LOVE MY FAMILY.
& NOT TO FORGET, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
ONE OF THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER.

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Gonna go Hari Raya shopping tmr at Queensway
& Geylang next Sat!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR HARI RAYA! :D

2008-09-14T22:27:00.004+08:00

I LAZY 2 BLOG LAH.
N OSO LAZY 2 GO TO SKUL LAH.

2008-09-11T21:33:00.007+08:00

Though the rare updates,
I can't possibly miss this opportunity.

<33
Birthday love goes to my one & only dear, YING!
May you be blessed with whatever you want to achieve.
& all the best for your future endeavours!
Must stay happy happy & smile always k!
Enjoy your birthday while you can!
:D

*about your present, let's give each other hardrive! -inside joke-*

2008-09-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

Thank you for everything you have done.
Though i don't really feel it much, your presence was really an ardent one.
We will always remember your smile, your laughter, your stories, your everything.

Till your last breath.
I love you nenek.

In loving memory.

2008-08-28T00:41:00.041+08:00

I have been saying that my cousin's wedding pictures will be posted at the next entries for so many times now.
So, here are some of them.
I repeat, SOME of them.
Yes, there were sooooooooooooo many pics that i have to choose the best ones among all.
'cos if i were to upload all, i'd go berserk with pictures!

The hantarans. (Dowries or more like gifts)
The brown flowers are from the bride to the groom - not much pics.
The pink/yellow ones are from the groom to the bride.

Saturday - The wedding day (the sign sign thingy, or in malay, nikah.)
Before departure to Bride's 'palace'.

Short intro (Left to Right): Mum, cousin/groom, closest uncle & closest aunt. (my mum & aunt are sistas)

Touching moments I.

In the lift. Look at his nervousness.

Closest cousin. We have been together since we were 5.

My sister-in-law. Even tho the bus was shaky, it was CLEAR!

Arrived! (Before) NERVOUS is in the air!

(After) Sense of accomplishment and made it in 1 shot! Wohhoooo.

I wasn't able to take the picture of the groom placing the ring to the bride's finger and vice versa. Cos the room was PACKED!

The wedding cakes/glutinous rice! :D
The dark one is at the bride's side.
The yellow one is actually glutinous rice or so called pulut in malay, is at the groom's side.

Yummy and pretty right?! All photos are taken from MUA!

Bride's dais.

Bride's family (Bro & mum)

Groom's family! (All except aunt/uncle)

Saturday - Dinner Night!

Princess & Prince for a day.

Groom's dais/decoration.

The wedding car.

Sunday - Before going to groom's dias.

Off to meet & fetch the one & only princess!

Reached!

Awwwwww.

Touching moments II.

This is the whole family of the bride.

Off to the groom's side! :D

She's pretty.

Reached groom's side! :D

Parents of the groom.

Touching moments III.

This is the whole family of the groom.

Sunday - Change of outfit!

Cake cutting! (:

Touching moments IV.

The table for the couple to enjoy their meal.

I swear these are NOT all the pics i took.
& all these photos are taken by meeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

To Kak Eliza and Abg Ijal:
May Allah bless you till you reach granchildren and further down (direct translation of Malay's saying. LOL)
& stay happy together always!
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU! (:

Okie i am so tired posting all these.
I'm off!

2008-08-26T20:53:00.005+08:00

I think i should post something up here already.
Its about time, i feel.
`Cos by the looks of my blog,
it's so freaking boring and nothing exceptionally new.

Well, except for the blog skin.
Changed my blog skin to a simpler one.
I don't know why but nowadays, i find simplicity is sooo me.
So yeah, modified the codes (thanks to computing lesson) here and there,
to add the playlist in my blog.
I was considering whether to put songs in my blog.
& i've decided to place it in the end.

So back to life then.

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Thrilled, overjoyed, elated.
All the synonyms you can think of.
Because:

1) my PP final report is accepted!
Weheeeee.
Now i can like not think about PP for the meantime.
Before submitting, I was so scared that i have to rework.
All the possibilities on how lazy i have to re-do my PP again was running through my mind.
I was like double-checking my report more than 5 times, re-assuring myself that it should be perfectly fine and so on.
God, I can't stop myself from smiling the moment my PP report was given the green light!
Alhamdulillah.

Now for the poster presentation.
Hopefully it'll be on the way soon!

2) I'm now 1.2k richer!
Mwahahaha.
Got it from the Bukit Timah CCC/CDC Bursary Awards.
Alhamdulilah.

3) Year 2 semester 1 results has been released!
And i was totally stunned by the results!
Like seriously i screamed (literally) the moment i saw my results.
My mum was like 'what the hell is wrong with you now?'
Super hilarious but the astounded feeling overwhelmed it all.
I did not expect that kind of results.
Awwwww.

Just yesterday my cousin was asking me whether this sem, i can achieve all As.
& i confidently, i replied no - its difficult.
But well, it turned out the other way round.
& that shows his wedding is a blissful one.
Alhamdulillah.

4) Ramadhan (fasting month) will be on the way in another 5 more days! Next Mon to be exact. :D
Yay-ness.

5) My cousin reached home from his honeymoon - Melbourne safely & brought home GIFTS for us!
They got me an australian-look-alike-brazil sweater, quicksilver wallet (PRETTY), and err, i forgot what.
Thank you abg ijal & kak eliza for the gifts.
Everyone received awesome things such as handbags, leather wallets (both men and women style), towels, shirts, sweets, and lots other stuff.
& best of all they showed us the pictures while they were there!
B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.

6) My cousin wedding was a SUCCESS.
Let the pictures express it all.
Total, there's 3 days.
Friday - Preparation day!
Saturday - The official wedding day (sign here & there thingy)
Sunday - the cutting of wedding cakes!

I think the pictures will be uploaded at the next entry!
Stay tuned!
:D

2008-08-24T01:41:00.003+08:00

Just blank stares present.
I don't know what it was.

2008-08-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

Apologies for the rare updates.
Too lazy to log in blogger and note down everything from A-Z.
There are soooo many things that happened currently.
From my cousin's wedding to the class chalet and also to the cat downstairs my house that keeps on coming up to my house, meowing for food.
I wanted to post it all.
But somehow i can't possibly find one specific day to update.
Because of this going-to-be-fever on the way.

Yes.
Been having flu & aches all over my body.
And sooner or later, fever.
God, hate being sick.
Lucky i've been eating that fisherman's friend lozenges.
Hopefully sore throat is a NO NO.

But still fever = loss of appetite = reduce consumption of food (If eat = food tastes bitter) = loss of energy = refusal of taking medicine (Pills = EEW) = tendency to lay in bed all day = more unproductive activities = waste time = (?)
Well, whatever it is.
My body is indirectly telling me to SLEEP EARLY & REST WELL.
So, i must listen to it before i'll be a living zombie.

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The events mentioned above will be posted A.S.A.I.R.
Wopeeee!
No wait, i should go like
AH CHOOO!

p/s - A.S.A.I.R is As Soon As I Recover.

♥, the sick fyan.

2008-08-14T22:00:00.007+08:00

It's gonna be a very busy & hectic week for me.
No, not cos there's school.
But cos of my cousin's wedding.
Preparations are on the way.
Just yesterday, my cousins and I finished pasting stickers on the souvenirs (FERRERO ROCHE OKIE!)
I wonder what else needs to be done.

My cousin is the groom - but don't be fooled!
Even he is so worried about his face appearance, as well as his diet.
I would laugh at the way he put on facial mask and black head's cream.
He'll look damn retarded.
LOL.
But well, must look goooooood mah.
Afterall, it's once in a lifetime.

The wedding's on Sunday.
Can't wait!
Now i'm anxious!
:D.

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I can't believe how terribly nice their songs are.
Really!

The whole album tracks STONE man.
Totally my type of alternative rock.
:D
Gosh, now i regretted d/l-ing their songs!
I should like support them and purchase their original album! (?)

Errr.
Hope you get the stone thing.

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Tuesday marks the last day of Year 2, Semester 1.
I know, i know.
Just when everybody is so close with each other, so likable to each other, it has to end.
I guess every good things would come to an end.
W54Q!
You're one of the best class i've ever had!
I will miss ubber triple times eternity you guys very much!
:D.

Now, now.
Not like it's the end of the world.
We can still hang out and have lunch and KEEP IN CONTACT!
(:

Not in picture - Evelyn, Erebus, Jasper, Shihui, Junxiang, Wee Kiak (?), Shufang (?), Greg, Vincent, Yee Kuan (?), Claudia.
Woah, quite a lot nv come ah.
More pics will be uploaded at the next round of entry cos this entry is for credits and memorance! :D

Anyway, what i'm gonna do next is already done by THERESA!
Budden it's not considered copy ah.
Cos i already planned to do this.
But it happens that i blog-hopped to theresa's blog before i blog.
So yeah.

Not in order of favouritism.

LuanLuan - The out of ordinary-ness.

My one & only SAYANG, the big sister to the whole class.
Very knowledgable & has an interesting personality.
Love to bully & correct her grammar mistakes! :D

Theresa - The cute-ness.

Everyday nice with cuteness pinched on top.
Has a totally LOUD laughter that can be heared by the whole class.
Always thick skin when i call her cutie pie! (refer to her blog for proof.)

Julie - The insightful-ness.

My Orientation camp buddy!
Joke partner & my communicable mate. We can talk from A-Z! :D

Amutha - The pretty-ness.

A mix-blood duddette whom i thought is a MALAY!
A fun person to always bully & make fun. But we both know its a joking thing. (:
Cannot tahan the laughter sometimes but then, still attractive.
Loves to poke me! BLEAH.

Xuefang - The delicate-ness.

The one that I thought she was having a sore-throat when presenting. Super soft but sexy voice!
My secondary schoolmate! =O.
The one that you don't want to mess around with! HAHA. (take Erhan for e.g.)

Yanming - The funny-ness.

A person that you will laugh immediately when he opens his mouth.
One whom i can see determination and hope! (Wait, i think that's a bit tooo much. Lol.)
The pro in DOTA & yet to teach me that game.

Delise - The robust-ness.

Self-proclaimed pig.
The person whose PSP DJ Max i always use to play!
We both have the same friend in common! :D

TengKiat - The cool-ness.

Actually, its act cool-ness. HEH.
The person whom someone thought he looked like a Korean. *cough cough*
Don't underestimate him - he's SMART!

Sabrina - The leadership-ness.

Busy, busy, busy woman.
The person whom i can see leadership quality & strives to do what she desires.
Blur at times!

Jannah - The sarcastic-ness.

The sub-headings tells it all!
Don't be fooled by her quiteness. HAHA.
Brownie-delicious baker & goooooood cook/baker!

Kasminah - The companionship-ness.

The one person whom i can always speak malay with in class! LOL.
Loves to share her family background/story. (:
Nice girl-girl.

Sharman - The fluent-ness.

What i meant was he is good in putting his words! A hint of sarcasm + joke-ism kind of way.
Enjoyable dude to be & talk with. Shares some similar opinions & adores! (e.g. Hayden.)

Sitt Hui - The intellectual-ness.

The brainy and clever one who is hooked on DOTA at the last few weeks of school!
Let's watch movie some other time partner!

Sophia & Delon - The romeo&Juliet-ness.

Classify them both together due to the fact that they are an item.
Always being bullied as small-eyed girl & friendly boy.

Evelyn - The diligent-ness.

Though doesn't really talk to, but she is hard-working in general.
Sweet girl, perfect sista with Xuefang.

Lixia - The adorable-ness.

Very relatable & super cute China mate i have ever met.
Sharp & intelligent! *gasp*

Tze Kee - The demure-ness.

Inside out - nice & gentle.
Though quiet, she's silently smart & funny at times.

Vincent - The frank-ness.

The person who everyone would silently gang up on him so that he will not be so arrogant and full of himself.
His shooting teachings.

Leon - The realistic-ness.

Very on the dot person who will do what work is given.
Loves miniclips games!

Erebus - The exasperating-ness.

Nah, not really that bad, but he's someone who will, without fail, make fun with people's names.
He shows lameness but wait till he shoots his knowledge!

Claudia - The petite-ness.

Pro in archery & other sports which i don't know what! ZOMG.
Very cute laughter she possess!

Jasper - The affectionate-ness.

One lesson classmate.
Very caring dude.

Greg - The modest-ness.

One lesson classmate.
Friendly, but quiet! (:

Wee Kiak - The vanish-ness.

One lesson classmate.
Nowhere to be seen pal though we met through orientation camp.

OhMyGod.
Hopefully i didn't miss anyone.
I'm sooo tired after writing all of these.
& if (touch wood) everything is gonna disappear or fail to publish.
I'm gonna smash my laptop to pieces.
HAHA.

SO.
I think this entry is long enough.
Gonna watch drama now!
Goodnight!
:D.

♥, fyan.

2008-08-12T23:07:00.001+08:00

I wanted to blog.
But then im too lazy to type it out.
Maybe gonna do that tmr then.
Goodnight.

2008-08-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

World War II, Politics, Economy, SAF, Education, Literature, Performing Arts, Science, Innovations.
Happy Independence Day, Singapore.
(:

2008-08-07T22:01:00.008+08:00

Arghhhhhh!
I don't want to get a sore throat!
That's one of the worst kind of pain i'd love to experience.
You can't eat or drink so many things.
& in the first place, you will have the difficulty to speak.
Totally hate it.

Thankfully am able to realise the sore before it worsens.
The remedy? Drinking loads & loads of water.
I mean LOADS.
Now have to visit the toilet ever so often.
Another strategy?
FISHERMAN'S FRIEND!
Hope it works.

They say 'its better to prevent than to cure!'
:D

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On a brighter note,
I skipped class today!
No no, not that its good or anything.
But today's lesson, i haven clear the leaves yet.
& that my grades are satisfiable! (:
Plus no more Guo Zhen.

But the bad part of it all was that i can't find any companion to pon with me!
That results me into lie-ing to my mum.
Saying that today's class is not compulsory.
Sorry mum.
Heh.

Spent the day with my mum & bro going shopping!
Well, not much ah.
Went IMM.
So long since i've been there.
Lots of stuff has been renewed and added.
Wow.

Bought an etnies flip-flop!
:D
& also, a pair of shorts.
Heh.

Actually the purpose for us going to IMM was to buy this Levi's watch.
(See told you, im a Levi's freak)

But seeing the watch, i find the design a bit weird ah.
So i told mum, i'll think about it.
Awwww.
My mum is so sweeet & nice, right.
She wants to buy watch for me.
:D

The rest of the designs, i find it very common. (unless people buy pirated ones.)
I think I'll wait for other better designs to come out.
What do you guys think about it?

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My brother is so excited to play the Ben 10 game i got from Delise.
-.-

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& excuse me for my french on yesterday's post.
:D

Shall end here.
Before all kena deleted again.
'touch wood!'

♥, fyan.

2008-08-06T22:10:00.012+08:00

Omg.
Everything i typed down here.
Suddenly all kena deleted.
Like wtf.
F u, blogger.

Angry already.
Next time then blog.

2008-08-02T20:57:00.015+08:00

That chicken rice i ate a few hours ago made me sooooo full.
To the extend that it makes me feel like puking,
and made my body all restless and uncomfortable.
I don't know whether is it over-feeding
or signs that i'm gonna turn sick soon.
Aches are starting to accumulate, especially backaches!
I'm turning OLD!
Nooooooooooooooo.
lol.

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My contact lenses have been so irritating these past few days.
Every time, especially during the late afternoon of the day, it will start to make my eye all painful.
And this made me blink and teary.
So, don't panic if you see me suddenly crying.
Maybe i should go get some artificial teardrops or something.
Summore my eyes are big - more prone for dusts and particles to go into my 'sparkling' eyes!
:D

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Went out with Shuyi & Dear yesterday!
Though its only the 3 of us, they made my day.
So many can't make it and last minute back-up.
-.-
Accompany dear bought present for her frieeeeeeeeeeeeeeend.
& guess what she bought.

Uh huh!
Braun Buffel wallet okieeeeeee.
Don't pray pray.

Had dinner at Breeks, Marina Square!
:D

Shuyi thought this girl is Popeye's girlfriend.

Doesn't she look like a china doll with her bangs? Hahaha.

Me & my blue dolphin! Lovedd.

Dear was having sore throat, so she can't get any sweet drinks. So instead of taking a pic with a drink, she posed with her trademark 'twist'! :D

Mine.

Ying dear's.

Shuyi's.

This is the Blue Dolphin i was talking about.

There's this survey done after we paid the bills and we all did it for fun purposes.
&& when a question doesn't have the choice we want, we even wrote it down.
So cute can.

Enjoyable day.
(:

♥, fyan.

2008-07-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

Every once in a while, most adolescents/teenagers will somehow reveal and expose their kiddish side in life.
Agree?

C'mon, you got to agree with this.
No matter how old you are, there will be some time where you have the tendency to express the kiddo-ness in you; even if it's at a place where you are alone.
Except for the fact when you become a grandparent already ah.
Then that's another case.
But what i am trying to convey here is that.
These past few days, i am soooooooooo the very kiddish.

First reason: I'm watching POWER RANGER MOVIE!

You know the movie where the villain is the purple oogly squishy kind of monster.
Then one of the power ranger's costume is the ninja form.
If im not wrong, the movie is released in 2003 or something.
Damn long ago ah.
But fun please!
I remembered how last time i used to sing the chorus part of their main song as "KO, KO POWER RANGER!" instead of "GO, GO POWER RANGER".
Awww.

Second reason: I'm watching Disney Channel ever so often!

One word.
Argggggh.

Third reason: See below pic.

Hahahaha.
Total randomness can.
Theresa asked me to take the picture with the batman car.
-.-

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Speaking about batman.
Catch the Dark Knight with syg and sitt hui today.
Dear cannot make it cos sick.
So saaaaaaaaaad.
Budden lucky we manage to find last minute recruitment - Sitt Hui!
Went to nearby cinema only cos we haven do our RJ!

i'd give it 4.4/5.
Draggy like dunno what can.
Actually if not, the show will just be like 1hr45min or something.
But action-wise and acting-wise, not bad.
Health Ledger is great man.
-in memory-

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Actually not supposed to watch one.
Cos dad is having his operation today.
Stomach stones.
Mum said the operation went well, alhamdulillah & that no need to go hospital visit him.
Hope he has speedy recovery.
Amin.

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My face is expressionless now.
Cos i'm TIRED.
So bye!
(:
No wait, i said my face is expressionless.
So it should be :\

2008-07-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

I saw this Indian man downstairs my house,
where i see him just through my kitchen window.
He was somehow throwing small pebbles at the 2nd floor window opposite my house.
& i was thinking, are there still these kind of situations happening where technology is so advanced nowadays?
Why not just call the person to communicate?
Maybe it's some kind of secret-love-affair-thingy.
Just like how those fairy-tale drama goes.
Where you don't want the parents or anybody else to know about it.

It's weird how people can act these days.

2008-07-26T15:44:00.009+08:00

I can somewhat sense that my blog is indirectly screaming for me to feed 'em some LONGER entries.
& that's exactly what i will try my best to do.
Don't angry-angry, okie bloggy?
I was seriously busy for the whole previous week - mugging + laziness + fatigue.
But since my UT for this semester has all finished, i am free!
Well, technically.
There's still PP to complete.
Another 1/3 to gooooooo & i can chill for the time being!

Now let's like list out everything that i can remember of, according to their specific period.
Shall we?

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Friday the eighteenth of July.

These are the people that bought and brought the present for NADIA.
So, NADIA, September, October and September.
Hahahahaha.

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Wednesday the twenty-third of July.

There was no school on that day.
& that all i can remember was just staying, rotting at home doing my PP.
How pathetic, but hey!
At least i did something useful.
Besides, its not the whole day that i did just that.
One random fact.
I'm addicted to playing PSP - Marvel Ultimate Alliance!
Loved.
♥

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Thursday the twenty-fourth of July.

Happy Birthday Masturah! (belated if i was to wish now)
May you be blessed & be successful in your future endevours.
Stay happy and giler-giler always!
:D

They say that what goes in, must come out.
Well, that's according to me.

We had Seoul Garden as our lunch cum dinner at Causeway Point.
At the event of 'celebrating' the last day of facilitation from our dearest & pretty rDNA facilitator/module chair.
Apparently, she's pursuing further studies in NUS.
Awwwwww!
You'll be sorely missed, Guo Zhen!
Thank you for everything that you have done and also good luck for your future endevours too! (:
♥
And also during that day, we finished our presentation, inclusive of the 6P before 1230pm.
& had the rest of the day in Seoul Garden, cooking our sizzling hot dishes.

If it was not for the UT later, we could have gone somewhere else besides school.

MCB UT was fine, manageable.
The class smelt like bbq-ed food.
Everyone was stinking.
But it was worthwhile. (:

Oh ya, about the what goes in, must come out saying.
I bombed immediately as soon as i reached home.
=X.

Haven receive pictures from my syg.
Pictures will be uploaded once i get hold of it.

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Friday the twenty-fifth of July.

Another UT.
The last UT for the semester, that is.
And guess what.
One of the questions includes problem 13, when the facis say its only tested till problem 12.
Like wtf!
Lucky the lesson for the day was prob 13 and it's the UT-to-be-tested lesson.
But for those who haven taken, it's saddening can.
Abit unfair.
Nevertheless, managed to do.
And confirm got marks here and there.

Going jalan-jalan today was cancelled.
-.-
Thanks to CHEK HAN! (lol.)
Nolarh, it's actually all lazy + no mood.
& Nad last minute kena mood change cos of something.

Instead had dinner with Nad at KFC.
I just ate cheese fries from Nad's meal.
I'm broke can. (Actually is parent's money, cannot use all lah. If keep asking them for money, so paiseh.)
That's why there's some thought to find a job.
But then, i kept on thinking the after effects. ):

First must pay for the class chalet, then the Seoul Garden lunch.
If everyday eat outside = pocket got lobang.

Reach home stone + watch anime.
Hahahahaha.
So rare of me to watch anime.
But this anime is about ghost hunting, so it was rather eerie plus O.O plus entertaining.

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Wanna test your vocabulary?
Play text twist!
Addicted to this game too.
And from there you can find word games!
They even have typershark game, where this game i used to play when i was first introduced to computers!

Sorry Nad can't accompany you go RK house.
Very lazy to move my butt.

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So bloggy, are you full now?
I hope you are!
I'm going off to do some stuff!
:D

♥, fyan.

2008-07-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Please do NOT plagiarize!
Updates tmr.

2008-07-20T23:03:00.004+08:00

- Warning -
Hectic schedule ahead.
3 consecutive days of UT in one week straight.
Hopefully PP will be completed during this week too.
& some time for my brain to peace out.

So there goes the reason if i were to not update as often.

2008-07-17T23:23:00.001+08:00

Utterly disappointed.
That's all i can say.

2008-07-16T22:12:00.005+08:00

Durians are my new LOVE currently.
Bro brought home some yesterday.
They were fleshy like omg can?
&& the colour is not just normal yellow - its orangey yellow!
Yummmyyyyyy.
But the best part goes to:
There's no the hardhard part!
Only softsoft part.
Hahahaha, if you know what i mean.

Dear say drink lots of water after eating.
Awwwwwwwww. (:

I slacked the whole day today.
Oh no!
*cover mouth that is wide open*
Actually planned to do PP.
But you know,
When laziness takes control of you, you have no choice.
Unless you are the sort of person that has a mindset that can overwhelm every single laziness genes.
Which, sadly, i think i don't right now.

Changed my playlist again. (that's what i did instead)
Well, actually not everything.
Just the outlook & appearance.
Realised the current one, the music are all from youtube.
Some lousy quality can.
That's why chose new one.
It's better! (:

Now, apparently, i can't squeeze any brain juice on what to type.
So shall end here.
&& tmr there's lab!

& speaking of which, julie you haven't send me the pics! (=S)

2008-07-14T20:56:00.004+08:00

Where the hell are you when i needed you?
Did you even ask whether i'm alright?
Or did you even bother thinking about me?
How can you just leave me like this.
The point of time when i need you the most.
The point of time when i'm in the verge of breaking down.
The point of time when i need someone to confide to.
The point of time where everything seem foreign to me.
Were you even there by my side for just one second?
Or did you even initiate a simple "hello, how's life"?

Is this how life is supposed to be?
Damn you.

To add matters worst.
Tmr is the module which i am seriously NOT looking forward to.
That chinah minah thinks she's so good.
Racist + bias can.
Summore your explanation isn't up to standard, please.
Another of the same grade, i'm honestly gonna confront her.
Too much.

Seriously i can kill a living mouse now.
& i need some anger management course, before somebody be the victim.

No wait.
It's supposed to be a course that handles anger as well as sorrowfulness.

2008-07-13T23:29:00.012+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to the one & only (~~minah~~) NADIA!
(i don't know how to make the pic in the center.)

May you be blessed with all the sweetness you can get.
& that all your wishes be fulfilled on this very day.
Stay happy always.
& since you're one year older, hopefully those irritating genes inside of you will be minimized! (=x)
:D
Enjoy.

& oh.
Maybe we're gonna have a 2nd belated birthday celebration with you.
Cos taking into consideration Huizhi and some of the rest who can't make it the other day.
Cheeeers.

2008-07-12T22:58:00.008+08:00

Like zomg.
I've just finished refurnishing my blog skin, as well as that music play list of mine.
& that music thing took me 1 hour plus can.
Freakin' eye pain now.
Total there's 54 songs, comprising different types of genres as well as new release ones.
Though it's tiring, its worthwhile.
Cos i can just open my blog and listen to these preferred music.
Rather than to open iTunes.
Leceh you know.

& the blog skin, it's cute!
That's the rationale for choosing this skin. (+ the simplicity)

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I thought today was Friday.
Woke up super late today (slept at 3+ am yesterday) and thought that i missed school.
Look at the calender of my handphone & it shows Sat.
-.-

Besides i did remember that i went out with my dearies yesterday.
& I skipped school yesterday too.
So yeah.

Speaking about yesterday, went out with huiying (dear), shuyi the china woman (LOL!), nadia the minah (oops), chek han (the person who CANNOT plan for a birthday) & jacintha (jackass).
It was fun, but we still feel a lil' lethargic here and there.
Went play pool at LP again.
It's been ages since I played pool.
Awwww.
I miss you poooool.

I think other's took some pics.
But not me, my handphone was going to be no batt at that time. ):

Anyway, played for 2 hours & me and nad was cheating all the way.
While the rest was at the arcade doing their business, me and nad was left alone.
So we took the advantage & played 3 times in 20 mins liddat.
Hahahaha.
Damn funny can.
We were rushing like mad when setting up the balls.

Took bus to Arab Street to have dinner after that & we reached there around 10+.
It's late.
But it was alright.
Cos 1) the next day is Sat. 2) we are all hungry & 3) anticipating to eat Zam Zam food!
Yeap.
Went to Zam Zam murtabak house to eat. (didn't choose murtabak in the end. -.-)
Niceeeeeeeeeee.
Maybe cos we are all hungy?

Truth or dare.
No wait.
Truth or truth that is.
- insert -.- face. -

Handed a slice of cake to Nadia at the end of the meal in the event of an advance birthday for her.
But but.
1) the cake has already melted. 2) everyone is tired. 3) no time to put one piece of candle on the cake. & 4) Nad didn't acknowledge my wishes and handshake. (Damn her).
So we just passed her the melted, shit-look-alike slice of cake and she bring it home to make it harden.
Well, at least we got her something for her to remember.
& remember is the key word.
Hahahaha.

About your present Nad, give you belated can.

Reached home at 1155pm.
Before midnight!
:D

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Didn't do anything the whole day.
Not even PP.
Maybe doing it tmr.
Goodnight.

2008-07-09T23:27:00.001+08:00

On a random note:
My PP is 1/3 done! (excluding the introduction & such)
:D

2008-07-08T23:05:00.015+08:00

This post should be on Tues.
So wait, since now it's past 12+, i'm gonna change the date settings now.

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Okie.
So today was MCB lesson (No it's not Mother CB, but Molecular & Cell Biology) & we had lab lesson for the very first time.
From the experience of rDNA lab lesson, at the end/or even in between the breaks i would feel very lethargic and half-drained.
So, i thought it would be the same as for this module's lab lesson.
But well, it turned out to be different.

First, stewwwwpid Theresa didn't recognize me in the lab!
Bleaaaah.
Don't know why - but managed to bare with it. (lol.)

& second, it was simple & easy!
Probably because we had done the experiment before in rDNA lesson and that we have the advantage of having the knowledge to apply to this module.
Did our ppt as fast as we can, so at the later parts of the day, we can SLACK!
& indeed we did.
Here's what happens when we have nothing better to do!
:D

Check out that HOT chick! YES! That Levi's specs! Ain't it HOT?! hahahahaha.

Juliana & me! :D

First try - my ~~cute~~ face been cut but im still happy with it cos it's nice.

Second try - my ~~cute~~ face dodged up too high but still okie. (not as nice as first try cos of my seemed-like closed eyes)

Third try - in the end after much angle-ism, its niceeee! Btw the person beside me is my SAYANG in class! :D

This is Sophia & she was planning about the upcoming chalet during the holidays.
Hmmmmmm.
Hopefully able to stay over && enjoy the FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

Okie okie, Theresa. Don't say i bad. Proper intro. This is Theresa & YES, she's the CUTE one in class! No wait, should i slash away the 'CUTE' part? xD.

Lastly, the picture of the day. No edits, no photoshops, no anything. Just our pure, natural, sparkling faces! :D (Credits to SAYANG's 3.2 Megapixel camera-cum-phone.)

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After school went to catch the movie Wanted.
Yea i know it's a little too late. (Sings JoJo's song)
But it's about time for me to watch something on the screen.
Especially with my SAYANG and my close pal.

Wasn't able to understand at the later parts of the movie, but gradually, managed to get the hang of it and able to grasp the story line.
+ angelina jolie is super HAWT.
Sad-ed she died in the end though.
4.7/5.
(now, when will the ratings be 5/5?)

Went home after that because Ying had to go meet her friend to do some sort of present.
& Ying, chill babe.
No need to be so pissed about such small issues.
Don't bother about that person.

& woah, lucky there's time to submit my RJ.
Submitted at 1158pm!
=O.

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It's 1am now.
& tmr's Wednesday.
Means no school, for me.
Slack?
You wish.
Either mum gonna ask me out tmr,
or me doing my PP.

Well, i got the feeling it's doing my PP.

So see ya lovely people!
:D

2008-07-06T21:22:00.006+08:00

So here goes another entry.
Actually i don't plan on jotting any updates today.
But since i've got nothing to do and it is so effing boring,
i just have to do something in order to be free from stoning to death.

Anyway, there's nothing really entertaining happened today.
Only thing, my sister-in-law and her siblings came to my house today.
(well, as usual.)
You know my mum was so worried & paranoid sick when she heard loud screeches of halt from a car's tires downstairs.
Cos she thought that there's some accident going on downstairs.
& that my sister-in-law has got something to do with it.
She was literally shouting 'what happened' as loud as possible.

Luckily a few mins later, we hear the bell rang.
& it was her.
Thank God.
:D

So in the presence of her, we had lunch together.
Awwww.
Like family gathering liddat.

Caught this on HBO.

Spiderman 3.
It was great, wasn't able to catch that on movie screens though.
But at least watch at home for FREE, with the companion of LOVED ones.
It's so much more worth it.
4.6/5.
:D

Then after that ends, watch this at HBO family next.

Flushed away.
Not sure if you guys know about this movie.
But its damn funny - in a cartoon way.
If you like Madagascar or shrek, then this should be alright for you guys.
4.7/5.
:D

But after that, it was somehow 7+, so they wenthome.
I watched this next!

The Suite Life Of Zach & Cody.
Totally hilarious.
One of my faved kid's show.
:D

& now i'm hungry.
I know this might be a post that is super random.
But at least i put some pictures to enhance them!
hahaha.
Am gonna take my dinner now.

XOXO!
HAHAHA.

2008-07-05T17:35:00.004+08:00

Where have you been?
I've been looking all over for you!
Why'd you run off like that?
Don't you EVER do that to me again!
I was worried SICK about you!
I can't believe you would just disappear like that without even telling me where you were going?

I lost my way.
I am so completely, truly, utterly and nothing-but apologetic for such reckless abandon.
Oh, you want an explanation, i see?
Well, that...that's not so simple.
What is?
Come on, i am fyan aren't I?
Black and white are two shades of gray that just don't exist in my world!
(:

When i can sort out the mess in my head, i'll come forth with it all.

Where was I?
Resting.
Literally.
So many things all at the same time.
There's no room to exhale so many burdens at the same time.
And thus, the lack of updates.

But finally, here i am.

An EXTREMELY boring Saturday i can say.
2 events that i should attend today were both CANCELLED.
Can i get anymore luckier than this?
- insert sarcastic smile here. -
Utterly pissed and disappointed by the 2nd event.
But the first event, shouldn't be a problem.
Cos i'll be seeing that person most of the time.
But the 2nd?
Come on.
We rarely even see each other, less talking to each other too.
Nevermind.
I'll be hoping for the next round.

Was woken up by my mum, telling me that Grandma is returning home (aunt's house) from hospital.
I said 'okie' & returned back to sleep.
(& No, its not rude, cos there's so many people going there + i've visited grandma before)
A few minutes later mum came back & asked me to clean up the toilet as my sister-in-law will be comin' the next day.
I exhaled a silent 'GOD' in return.
Effing lazy caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnn.
But no choice.

I've got a boo-boo!
- insert crying out loud here. -

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The straight consecutive UTs in a week are over - in the meantime.
Like finally.
YES!
Now there's time to do something else.
But wait.
There's PP - due date SEPT!
More stresssssss.
- insert the berserk reaction here. -

School is so stressful and exhausting.
I still cannot believe that i am in a science course, when i think that my sciences during the O's are just alright.
Furthermore the sciences are not inclusive of Biology.
-.-
Though there are some sayangs in my class that aids this whole thing - well, some of the modules are getting more and more boring/more and more tricky/more and more repetitive.
Where's the hols!

Took 5 day schedule for next semester.
Hopefully i can cope with it.
- insert prayers here. -

I don't know why but this past few days i feel that my life is a bore. I keep on thinking that i am not sociable and that everyone hates me. I receive piercing stares from everybody which i totally despise. My daily life routine is so boring that even the most boring person can do better. And that its as though nobody understands. ):

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On a brighter note.
Lot's of events happened until i can't recall all of them now.
Mind blank?
But i remembered all of them were on a happy scale.
:D

I am thinking to change to a new skin.
But lazy la.
So only change the background skin.
&& new jukebox will be on the way.
So keep in touch.

Events comin' up - Cousin's wedding.
- insert hectic month warning. -

& pardon for picture-less entry.

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*Click to enlarge*

2008-06-28T23:47:00.001+08:00

Be back whenever.

2008-06-16T22:00:00.007+08:00

A few days back (which is last week actually) me and my w54q dearies went to catch a movie.
Initially wanted to watch Kung Fu Panda but due to the high demand of people watching at cine, we decided not to opt for a movie that is worth straining our necks.
So instead, we go for Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian.

Ratings : 4.9/5
Totally effing lurve it.
It's action packed! :D
& i can imgaine how Nad will go gugu-gaga over that Peter guy.
Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh Nad!
Go get a roooom. lol.

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Today is the first day of school.
Omg!
Time flies damn fast, i can't believe the hols are over.
& what's worst than havin' chem as your first lesson of the new term?
And when you know you effin' hate the faci?

Just wasn't really on form today.
To add to that Snow wasn't feeling well, whereas me and da jie was really turning our brain's off.

But to lighten it up, my elder bro beeped me asking to watch movie after school with my sister in law & her siblings!
& guess what we watched!
Kung Fu Panda!
FINALLY.

Ratings: 4.6/5
How adorable pandas can be.
But story line a bit predictable.
And oh.
There's this late 40's aunty who sat nearby & she was laughing her heads off like nobody's business.
Summore when there is no funny part, she was still laughing and sniggering LOUDLY!
Like omg.
Super irritating can.
-.-
Control yourself please.
Your not watching alone.

Anyway, it was worth.
Cos it din remind me much of dreadful school!
:D

Next movie shall be The Incredible Hulk, The Happening, Zohan & Missing?
Ask me out people.

2008-06-15T21:13:00.005+08:00

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,

The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,

The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,

Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,

And so, He called it ... Dad.

Happy Father's Day to all the Dad's out there!
:D

Updates on life = lazy to blog.
+ sch is startin' tmr! ):

2008-06-09T20:20:00.019+08:00

La di dum.
Here comes more info on what happened for the past few days of me unblogging.
Well, nothing much but it's worth the share.
:D

6th June 2008.

Went to catch some pool fun with my recent classmates - Delise, Erebus & Sharman @ Lucky Plaza pool.
Well, there's Sabby and Sophia but they came later and didn't join us for the initial pool session.
So there we go.
Erebus was like complaining, complaining and whining on how much he loathe coming to Lucky Plaza.
And he repeated this for like more than 7 times:
Qn: 'Why do people come to Lucky Plaza?
Ans: 'Cos they want to get lucky.'
The question was initiated by him, & the ans was derived from himself.
For goodness sake!
We go there just to have fun in pool & furthermore, the price there is cheap!

Anw, it was alright.
They were not bad themselves!
And Delise, mind your angle!
You'd do fine.

&& i prefer solo game rather than tag team.
Don't know why - maybe cos it took so long for just one game and summore you don't feel satisfaction when waiting for the turn to play.
Different people different perspective!
Ah.
Pictures taking over now.
They are just urging to come out from their folders.
:D

Picture of the day:

Well, not that many, cos they were taken at the last minute.
So after 2 hours playing, we met with Sophia and Sabby.
Orchard mrt station is soooooo crowded during peak hours.
Now wait - who doesn't know that.

Anw, we were like discussing on what to eat over and over and over and over again.
In the end we end up in KFC @ Cine.
Omg larh.
Sophia and Sabby were telling us on how much they hate KFC.
Sophia - Dead r*** being fried & assumed as chicken. (Can't reveal too much - wanna know ask personally!) Sabby - Chickens being tortured & such.
So they ta bao -ed Subway (EAT FRESH!) & ate at KFC.
Stupid Erebus - give us excuses to leave & go home.
At least Sharman has a VALID reason why.
Sheeeeeeeeeeesh.

So me, delise, Sophia & Sabby caught another (for me and Delise) game of pool.
Only now its at Cine.

Spot the difference between Cine's & Lucky Plaza's!

No pics on Delise cos she went home first after one game.
Enjoyable second session of pool for me with Sophia & Sabby.
Free balls, missed balls, usage of different type of cues etc etc.

Fun, FUn, FUN!

& oh ya.
I just realised how 'dirty' pool terms can be.
I'm not gonna be soooooooo pervert-ish.
I'll just reveal it, & you guys figure it out yourself.

1. cue stick.
2. pool balls.
3. 6 holes.
4. Pool table.

7th June 2008.

Went to my aunt's neighbour's wedding.
Can you believe how cool, but at the same time weird, when you have in-laws right next to your house?
Yes, the bride & groom are all neighbours - my aunt's neighbours that is.
& yes, i know both of them too.
The bride is my primary school mate's big bro & the groom is known through religious class.
They both looooked so extremely young.

Initially the in-laws were at loggerheads after knowing both of their kids were in a relationship.
But sooner or later, their hearts settled down cos what to do when their kids are seriously in love?
So there you go.

All the best in your marriage abg Shafiee & Kak Aisyah.
Stay happy always!

Wanted to take some pictures of the newly weds, but the place was too crowded.
Say awwww now.

8th June 08.

Rotted at home, watching Garfield & some of my malay dramas.
Have yet to watch Ayat-ayat cinta.
Prolly before school starts.

9th June 08.

Stop quarreling!
I've just got 2 new stuff today.
The long anticipated Levi's specs!
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Am so happpyyyyyyyy.
:D
*see the angelic halo and big wide grin stuck to my face/head now?*

Yes, yes.
Finally went to the specs shop today - to purchase the Levi's specs.
Wanted to choose white, but the shop doesn't have it.
Sad-ed.
So in the end chose black ones.
Totally rock ass man.
Super prettyyyy.

& wait!
There's MORE!

I've purchase my first ever contact lens.
Yea, a bit slow.
But this is cause after a long trauma of my family/relatives experiencing some eye problems after wearing lenses.
Big brother - Super red eyes that needs immediate attention.
Cousin - a big scar on the pupil & had to go for an operation.
So yeah.
Quite cool but at the same time troublesome la.

EH!
I won't neglect you Mr. spectacles.
I'll be wearing you often tooooooo.
Don't worry.

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:D
Going out with my beloved recent classmates again tomorrow.
But wait.
Don't know about my dearest first semester classmates.
Please change it to THURS!

Tataaaaaa.
P.s. Rihannnnaaa is H.O.T!

2008-06-05T17:02:00.026+08:00

So the 2 weeks holidays are here. (WEEE?)
And yes, i'm a lil too late to be acknowledging it now, considering the fact that it's already Thurs - almost a week is gonna be over.
Well, nothing exciting and extravagant has happened this past few days, only slight ones actually.

My trip to the spec's shop has been cancelled! - that's one of them.
Was actually supposed to go get a new pair of specs for myself with the companion of my mum.
But due to unforeseen circumstances (like REAL), she can't make it.
So yea.
It was pushed back to next week, which i'm HOPING it will come true.
I've been eyeing on that levi's specs for weeks!
Oops.
Can't reveal yet!

So another issue would be - 'FAMILY GUY IS ADDICTIVE!'
It totally rocks my ass off man.
I'm totally addicted to this cartoon tv show and practically every hour, i'm stuck to it.
& of course not to forget the laughters and laughters and laughters and MORE laughters!
God, i can't get rid of 'em.
They're dumb + hilarious + _____ *insert your own word if you happen to watch that show too*
:D

Aites.
Am gonna go continue watching that now.

Hope what i'm sharing with you won't bore you guys to death in the later times. (:
(& Hayden is in it! Wooot!)

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2008-06-03T16:09:00.010+08:00

They say pictures speak a thousand words!
So enjoy!
:D

Event: Yanyi's Birthday.
Place: Breeks Cafe (Taka), Town, Starbucks.
Date: 14th May 08.
Who: Yanyi, Fyan, Azri, Nicole, Jestyn, Kuong Hing, Teresa.

Picture of the day:

2008-06-03T16:04:00.001+08:00

Continued from previous post.

Event: Slacking at home.
Place: Home sweet home.
Date: 24th May 08.
People: My bro & Fyan.

Picture of the day:

2008-06-03T15:44:00.011+08:00

Continued from previous post.

Event: Cabot day for Mon.
Place: Lucky Plaza pool.
Date: 26th May 08.
People: Hui Ying, Fyan, Nadia, Shuyi.

Picture of the day:

2008-05-27T23:53:00.001+08:00

It's scary when you are ALONE at home by yourself!
Especially at this hour.
HELP.

More updates tomorrow.

2008-05-24T21:53:00.003+08:00

I'm down with HIGH FEVER, UNBEARABLE HEADACHE & SEVERE GASTRIC PAINS (lucky not gastric flu).
& the picture doesn't relate to what i'm saying now.

2008-05-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

What's up with GUYS having threaded, ultra-super thin eyebrows?!
tsktsk.

2008-05-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

Im perspiring like crazy the whole day today.
Basically all those stickyness keep on bugging me till now.
Maybe i shall get a cold, icy shower later. (Thinking of it makes me SHIOK AH!)
Anyway, to choose between the humid weather & natural disasters,
We are rather lucky to be having the humidity instead of all those catastrophe other countries are experiencing.
Looking at those people mourning & crying over their loved ones, it gave me the sense of realization that we shouldn't take things for granted.
Like seriously, watching them made me :(

Anyway, put the perspiring complaints aside and come back to the real world.
I don't know why but this past few days, i have been very very very & i mean very lethargic and un-energetic.
Every day, i would wake up and give those 'huh, time to wake up already ah' kind of mood & i really don't understand why.
Considering the fact that yes, i did have more than 8 hours of sleep. (in fact, i had double the hour for that).
Yes, i did not really go out often during these weekends (but well, the whole weekday, have been spent outside).
Yes, i rested well enough (i think).
:(

Maybe its just the fact that i am seriously drained out from school.
Science course isn't really one of your favorites; when you know that you don't have any biology backgrounds in that totally spacious brain of yours.
& yes, i am experiencing that.
Going through Chemistry lesson is a pain nowadays.
I bet my class God-knows-what-the-hell i am referring to.
Like please, spare us!
Another :( in addition.

Yanyi's birthday pics haven't arrived!
I wonder what happened?!
Don't tell me you guys forgot about me!
Partially :\

Am having stomach diarrhoea.
Well, a light one.
So a :\

My grandma is admitted to the hospital AGAIN.
So a :(

Okie, before i sound all emo-ish,
On a positive note, tomorrow is -
VESAK DAY!
In case you ~~idiots~~ (=x) were wondering why the hell i should be happy about that,
It's because It's a GOD-DAMN PUBLIC HOLIDAY!
Which means = NO SCHOOL!
Woheeeeeeeee.
With this, i feel like not coming for the china-minah class on Tues.
Cos or else, it will be a 5 days in a row holiday!
(I don't have school on Wed!)
One strong :D

I am CRAVING for Levi's stuff!
ARGHHHHHH.

Toddles. *sorry for the picture-less entry*

2008-05-14T00:40:00.001+08:00

Celebrated Yanyi's birthday today.
But will be in more details as soon as i get the pictures from Azri.
Till then.
Sleep tight and happy birthday to the remaining May babies.
:D

Right now, i need some sleep.

2008-05-11T21:45:00.003+08:00

I've just finished handling the library of my iTunes.

My first time using it, & boy i had some trouble with it.

But thanks to JOEY, yea, i made it.

I find it much more neater and 'cope-able' rather than Windows Media Player.

Though the sad part was that you need to change WMA format to MP3 format.

& MP3 format takes way more space than WMA.

-.-"

Oh well, the advantages still overwhelms the disadvantages.

Nothing much to update.

Happy belated birthday to Yuqi.

Oh ya.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MUM'S OUT THERE.

Especially to my dearest mum.

Though there were some times of indescribable and cannot tahan naggings from you, (=S)

it was all the better for me.

& i know you will be there for me, just like how i will be there for you.

Semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki!

Smile, smile always! :D

Muackssssss.

(I'm a mommy's boy! xD!)

2008-05-08T19:51:00.002+08:00

Great joy!
Sayesha of American Idol Season 7 haven't been voted off yet!
Like thank God or what.
She is so lucky - after numerous times (or maybe every single week) being in the bottom 2/3, she was still safe.
She is a great singer.
& good riddance, Jason Castro was voted off.
I was literally having sweaty palms when the result show telecasted on Star World, 6 p.m.

Go Sayesha!
&& not to forget, GO DAVID ARCHULETA!
:D.

& to those fanatic of dreads Jason Castro, don't be sad.
He's good enough to be in the top 4.
But i got to tell you - he lasted till top 4 cos of his looks only! =x.

*in case you guys don't know these people, they are singers from American Idol Season 7.
& you guys can search for them online. (:

So tmr's Friday.
And its already 8th May.
How time flies.
Sooner or later, you're getting old.
& i'm seriously geting tired of school.

Have this bloody headache and masacred neck aches.
Ate 2 pills of panadol extra & i hope it works. (currently the pain is ceasing).
So i shall end here and finish my RJ as fast as possible.

& oh oh.
Today's lab was FUN! :D.

2008-05-04T17:38:00.003+08:00

Some quick updates.

30 April 08 (Wednesday).
Non school day for me.
Enjoyed it for a moment.
Laze throughout the day, basically stoning, gaming, television-ing, daydreaming, sleeping, resting brain.
& those things that go along that line.
Stayed till late due to the fact that the next day was a public holiday.
& i was rather pissed at the company that didn't reply my email regarding the fact that i want to do project scope on that company.
Idiot sia.
Never even reply.
I even email the same company twice!
& the backup company?
It's still the same.
Useless.
Am gonna just send the project scope with the company of my choice.
No point waiting for the company to answer.
Just hopefully the company will accept sooner or later.

1 May 08 (Thursday).
Labour day.
A public holiday.
& celebrated my cousin's 28th bday.
And yay to his last single bday!
Cos in August he will be single no more!

Food was great. Lasagne, Pizza, Macaroni, Chicken wings, Donuts, Sugared drinks = slurp.
Party was insane.
Entertainment was never-ending.
Trip to his future house was amazing.
What can you expect from an executive 5-room flat?
It's HUGE.
What more can you get?!
It was awesome + tiny weenie tiring.

All in all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABG IJAL.
Semoga tuhan panjangkan umur dan selalu kekal bahagia bersama bakal isteri yang tercinta!
:D
(Wanna know the translation? ask your Malay friends. Lazy to translate.)

2 May 08 (Friday).
Had school - Chemistry.
Was boring.
Why didn't they just have a straight holiday and not a school day in between?
Sheeesh.
Nothing much happened.
Learnt something new though.

Had enough energy to teach my cousin Maths tuition.
I didn't even know i have that energy.
O.o
But what makes me excited was the 100 bucks pay!
Yipeeeee!

3 May 08 (Saturday).
Again nothing much.
Just a weekend day at home.
Slept like a pig for more than 8 hours.
Woke up at 3.30pm that day.
Omg?

Did some PP stuff & i'm done with it.
Didn't send it yet though.
Cos was considering which company.
Studied one topic for Mon's UT.

Can i dont take UT please?!
):

4 May 08 (Sunday).
Sister-in-law came today.
Chatted for a while but nothing interesting.
Just a normal routine.

Xinmin is in toh guan area right now.
(Random fact.)

I'm so gonna mug the whole night tonight to study for tmr's Understanding Test.
Omg lah.
It's molecular and cell biology.
I DON'T take biology!
Someone HELP!
Please go easy on me UT!
):

5 May 08 (Monday).
Wah.
Can see the future ah.
Lol.
Nah, i just know tmr i'll be mugging for another Understanding Test - Microbiology.
Sheeeesh.
Another biology subject.

That's all.
Good day ahead people.

2008-05-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD! =O

2008-04-28T19:46:00.011+08:00

Just what is wrong with Singapore's climate nowadays?
A minute ago, i had to freakin'ly take a cold, icy shower to soothe & ease myself from the uncontrollable heat and sweat.
& now, i had to on my fan full blast!
What's happening?
Please reduce global warming and such, or else you'll get to experience how the chicken you always shove in the oven suffer!
& i'm sure you guys will enjoy it.

At least i'm doing my part.
& the govt too.
I saw an advertisement from NEA, stating some ways in which we can reduce the temperate climate.
Luckily Singapore's government still has the mindset to do something about the climate.
If not, i dunno what to say.
God!
It's freakingly humid, especially during late afternoons.
(but sometimes during night time too).

Now i've just returned home from school & i'm already blabbering about irrelevant stuff.
Recombinent DNA Technology UT was thank-God-ly cope-able.
Now Applied Chemistry UT to go through tmr.
Hope it will be as smooth as how it goes today.

Nothing plenty and interesting.
Later.

Together under the shimmering blue (well, maybe blue-ish grey for this pic) sky, filled with the colours of the rainbow & your l.o.v.e.

2008-04-27T20:01:00.013+08:00

& there you go.
Pasar malam cum mini-fun fair for the young at heart. (NOT!) downstairs my house.
Well, the rides are mostly for kids.
How cute ah.

You get a straight view of the fair just by looking it down the window from my house!
Woooots.
Enjoyable and cute ah looking at those small children.
But well.
Sometimes the music and screamings can be quite noisy.

The pasar malam?
Haven gone down yet to walk around.
Maybe later or on wednesday or something.
I want to buy some food!

Aites.
Tmr & Tues there's UT!
Gotta study.
(:

2008-04-26T17:23:00.005+08:00

Like awwww.
My bloggy is being neglected; left unwritten.
But hey, it's not my fault.
Considering the amount of workload and stress i'm going through.
Then you would understand.

Loads of happenings surround me.
Even words can't explain it.
The anticipation, the misery, the fatigue, the stressfulness & the delightfulness (this part is tiny-weenie bit.)
There's no room to be oblivious to the surrounding.
Everything just happen at a glimpse of your eye.
& there you go, unable to turn back time.

In order words,
So MANY things but so LITTLE time!

I am seriously going berserk.
Can someone just stab me and let me rot to death?
Masya-allah.
Mengucap fyan.

If anyone would want to be in my shoes, i'm willingly giving it out.
First would be the sudden admition of my father to the hospital.
Like omg at that moment when my brother msg-ed me.
My mind went blank instantly, leaving half of my brain turned into negativity.
Why must it be at this time where all the stressfulness of school comes into place?
WHY?

& there you go for the second point.
Stressful over school. (gee, it rhymes)
I can't even believe right now that i am a science student.
How can i cope with Biology when i didn't even touch on it during secondary school?
Now i'm really in a disadvantage! )=
I have double the amount of workload to catch up with.
& that made me agitated sometimes.

To add oil, my class isn't helping much.
They totally kick a*s. (not literally. -.-)
Full of smart-as*es; class pressure seems to be rising. (or is it only me that thinks so?)
Grades aren't flowing into your grasp as easily as how it seems last year.
I feel intimidated sometimes and they just don't know how to stop!
This is a two way thing though - it motivates me to do better & sometimes it brings me down.

& i am getting sick and tired of biasness or unfairness of PBL's grading system.
When you think you did the most out of the rest in the team.
Think again.
I am already so angry because of this, that i think i should just be numb than furious.
God, facis OPEN YOUR BLOODY EYES.

I somewhat feel that PBL's grading system suck BIG time.
Faci's leave during break/lunch time.
So, how would they know whether the student they think did good and deserve A, do their work during these breakouts?
& how would they know that those who keep quiet or are introvert-ly good, went full steam during these breakouts?
& how if those act-know-it-all always talks and tried bullshiting in order to 'sweet-talk' and lure the faci into giving them good grades?
HOW HOW HOW?!

Now you might think i'm a grade freak.
But just think of it.
What will you do if you experience the same thing?

I'm so gonna buck up now and try to go into full gear.
Gonna jot down notes for the upcoming Understanding Tests.
& hopefully it will work.

Life is so unfair sometimes.
But thhat's the way it is.
& that's the way you have to accept it.

2008-04-21T20:56:00.008+08:00

& it suddenly rained.

I was quite shocked at how suddenly the weather changed.

One glimpse outside the window you see birds chirping (well, not really) under the bluish-grey sky.

And another, you see numerous lightnings approaching with thick black clouds encompassing the whole sky.

But hey!

At least the rain made the temperature colder for a while!

And and, i'm safe & dry at home!

So another week has started.

Which means another week less for me to hand in my PP.

Like somebody help me? =O

I didn't manage to update yesterday; knowing that i wanted to.

This cos' i was at my cousin's the whole day.

Helping her finish her project.

Well, my job was simple enough.

I was to draw.

& boy, the last time i touched a pencil was a month ago.

My drawing looked horrible at first.

But when getting used to it after a few sketches, it was alright.

I managed to complete the whole 8/9 drawings in one night!

Yipeeeeeee.

But i was totally shag when i reached home yesterday.

& so the non update-ness.

My sore throat's fine.

My fever/headache subsided.

My flu stopped.

My cough roughly there.

But sad to yanming, he acquired all of these now.

Get well soon!

& I wasn't the cause of it! =x.

I gave it to you; for you to keep it; in your heart; & never let go.

2008-04-19T20:53:00.006+08:00

It has been a while since i last jotted something down here.
Well, it has been hectic these past few days.
DNA, RNA, histones, chromosomes, insulins, transcriptions, translations, proteins, enzymatic degradation, hydrogen bonding, chemical hydrolysis, eukaryotic cell, e-coli, nitrogen cycle, lone pairs, lewis structure, van der waals force.
Professional Profiling Project.
Blah Blah Blah.

Science modules are so brain-exhausting!
Everyday you have to squeeze at least 3/4 of your brain juice in order to be on track, understand & not to be missed out.
No wonder one of my semester 1 faci say 'enjoy yourself in year 1, before going year 2 & 3'
That is so coming through right now.

& because of this, i am sick right now.
Sore throat, fever, flu, cough, headache, backache.
I'm trying to recover as much as possible now.
Drank truckloads of water.
& there's once in school, every 10 mins, i had to rush to the toilet.
Lucky there's no $0.10 charge.
If not i have to pay total $1.00.
Count how many times i went, yourself.

ARGHHHHH.

Aiya.
I can't believe how arrogant & egotistical one can be.
I mean yes, you can be proud of your marks/grades.
But you don't need to show off.
GOD!
Be more demure please.

I don't think i'll be updating much this past few days.
& my blog will seem dead, even though the skin & playlist might be new.
Well, that's what it is then.

Tmr i have to help my cousin out for her project.
Hopefully it won't be that bad & i should be alright!

Till then.

When you look me in the eyes, i see a part of heaven.

2008-04-13T21:04:00.004+08:00

This is my cousin's lollipop.
& it is so cute - it acts as a punching bag.
It's big; don't be fooled by the size of the picture.
If you want to vent your anger, this thing is super the suitable.
:D.

The bolded are randoms & i'm sure you got it.

It's the long-awaited weekends, which i think all the RP-ians are looking forward to.
& yeap, i am currently one of them too.
I'm tired la, haven't really adapt to the new schedule yet.
But hey, let's look on the bright side.
It's fun.
Cos' i've got some cool people in my class that i can relate & interact with sometimes.

Looking forward to the new week?
Erm, not really.
Cos tmr is practical! Will be in the lab.
I don't want to wear that fugly lab coat!
HELP.

I got nothing much to do right now.
I'm like literally counting down to the new week, which will be in 4 hours time.
& I dislike that.
Cos new week = new workload = new brain cells to be 'excreted' out = new spontaneous people trying to get hold of the A's = MORE STRESS.
Oh, my new class are full of smart-asses & some the so-called 'know-it-alls'.
Which, i totally *roll eyes* about.

Get a grip of yourself.
Sheeeeeeesh.

But right now, what i'm aiming on is to get the knowledge right & strike 'em all.
Not to forget PP.
I'm DEAD if i don't start now!

Okie.
I got to go get ready for tmr now.
I want a GOOD night sleep!
Ta-ta!

P.S - Sorry Juliana can't make it for your b'day party! ):

2008-04-09T17:50:00.004+08:00

Oh oh! It's Wednesday!
& thank God it is.
Cos this is the only day that i can rest my ass off due to the fact that it's a-no-school for me!
Right now, i'm still slightly energy-less.
Despite the fact that i can rest the whole day.

Yes, you might wanna ask me about school.
It was thrilling.
& oh i never would have expected that science modules would be this difficult and brain-exhausting!
Oh my god larh.
The first day was about DNA, and the next day about Micro-organisms/bacterias.
So what would be of thurs?
Some kind of alien-mutated hormones stuck in a chimpanzee's body?
Lol.
That was seriously random.

Anyway, i've met new frens!
Nah, actually most of my classmates this year are those hi-bye buddies.
Met them through FOP camp and FOP itself.
So, its' kinda easy to clique and chat joyfully while doing teamwork problems.
But i got to tell you.
I need to recap on my sciences!
Especially tmr, where it is CHEMISTRY!

Overjoy-ed.

So now i'm typing like a complete idiot because i'm rushing like mad to finish this entry before American Idol (AI) starts.
& gosh, the lab coat is soooooooooo damn expensive!
Plus freakingly ugly tooo.
Boooooo to the designers who created that coat.

Okie i got to rush now.
AI's gonna start in 3 mins time.
Ciao.

But before that.
Lemme present you the couple of the week!
the almost-perfect, sweet, compatible, rock-on couple.
HaLo. (Hayden Panettiere & Milo Ventimiglia) - cast of Heroes.
Lup lup them many many.

Seriously, age DOESN'T matter!
:D

2008-04-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

Oh no!
It's tomorrow!
=O.

2008-04-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

Went for a haircut today.
Well, it's shorter than my original hair, like duh.
Neater, 'unswingable'.
I kinda regret doing this hairstyle for a short while cos' i thought the hairdresser did a lousy job.
But it's alright i guess, with the center fringe.
Yippeee?

My 2 days overdue-d library book have not been settled.
I dunno when i'm gonna move my butt to the library but maybe soon.
Now i just need the kachings to go and own up.

Lots of things happened today at my aunt's house.
But too baaaaad i don't know how to say it.
:D

2008-04-04T12:12:00.002+08:00

And so, another entry for this glorious blog of mine!
C'mon give me a big wide smile. :D.
I know you will!

A corny opening i must say.

A day was spent outside with my dearest Huiying, Huizhi, Nadia & ChekHan.
Though a handful couldn't make it, you guys missed it ALL cos' i can say it was worthwhile.
Awww, i love you all many many ah. ☺

The place was non other than town itself.
Comes to think of it, Singapore can be that limited and tiny.
Our first destination was Lucky Plaza.
Nope, not to set eyes on Filipinos (laughs), but to play pool.
It's super cheap there ya'll.
& super worth it.
Played for like 2 hours or so.
Sorry aunty for giving u $2+$2+$2+$2+$2+$1+$1+$0.50+$0.50+$0.20+$0.10 = $13.30
I'm sure she's pissed.

Huizhi, ur getting the hang of it! :D

Ying: Omygod. Stop pushing me. I wanna be in the limelight! (giggling).
Zhi: Gosh, stop it with the flash lights.
Fyan: Did i pass auditioning for the colgate advertisment?
Nad: Look at my sexy thick lips
Chekhan: Too shy to be taken.

After that was our time to full our growling stomaches.
We took quite some time considering which restaurants/cafes/foodcourts to go to.
Initially was Pizza Hut, but cancelled - thanks to Nad's spontaneously effective information on the price.
& then we headed to Far East!
Thai food was indeed our choice, BUT as soon as we got the menu, a U-turn was made.
So it ends up to the food court on the top floor.
Cheap + nice = full stomach.
& that's what we got.
Didn't had time to take our food pictures taken cos the moment we saw them, we gulped them down, unaware. (lol)
So yeap.

Walked around Far East too for Chekhan wanted to buy a jacket & me, a grey cardigan.
Dind't find them but instead we saw this beautiful piece of hoodie which costs $90.
OMG!
Another item in my wishlist. =S.
& to my original wishlist, i found my adidas BAG!
Scream*
Going there with mum again probably tmr i guess.
YIPPEEEE!

After 2 hours or so walking, we decided to relax ourself by sitting somewhere while chit-chatting.
So we walked from Far East to Tangs to Lucky Plaza (again) to Paragon to Hereens (which we stopped for 30 mins for the ladies to book some reservations for themselves in the toilet & walk around).

Awww, the guy was being all emo.

Finally stopped at Cine.

Gosh.
So instead of sitting around FREE-ly, we resort to sitting around in the cinema UNFREE-ly.

Watched untraceable.
I give it 4.8/5 stars.
An enjoyable show i must say (providing if you don't sit beside NAD! =x) gruesome at parts + a hint of dumbness.
Overall, good effort.

But before that, look at how we slacked and made our mind to whether watch movie or not.

& if that's what you call glamorous.

The show started at 930pm and ended at 1115pm.
It seems like that time me, shuyi, chekhan & Nad went for a movie.
cos we need to RUSH TO THE MRT!
Nad was honoured to be in the book of world's record - her mum called her 43 times.
Home-d at 1235am, again.
Lol.

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Additional information.

I saw a couple of Mediacorp TV artist that day.
1) Felicia Chin (Gorgeous)
2) A malay artist, i quite forgot his name. Popular for being a kid last time (now he's grown!)

And there are always weird people in Singapore.
1) An Indian (i reckon, not Singaporean. Bangla?) man singing some random Tamil song LOUDLY, in the middle of the train, barely standing a few metres away from me & Nad. That creeps us out, especially Nad because at Jurong, he still haven't alighted.
2) A couple seen smooching/caressing together at the void deck with lights ON, (man half-naked, woman not yet) when i was making my way home walking. GET A ROOM FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

& that's about it.

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I need to do some errands right now.
BYE! :D

2008-04-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

Song Of The Week:
Artist: Natasha Bedingfield Ft. Sean Kingston
Song: Love Like This
Album: Pocketful of Sunshine

Enjoy! (:

2008-03-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

I sense some plagiarism going on.

2008-03-30T22:54:00.003+08:00

I hate being 'thrown' out from my bedroom.
I mean, i only get to be in MY room only during the weekdays, & if lucky, Saturdays too.
Cos ya know why?
Because my 2nd bro will be back from NS camp during the weekends.
& during the weekdays, my room will be empty.

You would probably be wondering, isn't there more rooms?
Well, one room is COMPLETELY occupied by my married brother.
A total selfish *tooot. =S.
I can't wait for him to go get a new house for himself!
So i can have MY room to myself!

How i hate being outside.
It's like i don't have any privacy!
=O.

& another thing.
MY CURRENT FREAKIN' LAPTOP IS FREAKIN'LY GIVING ME FREAKIN PROBLEMS!
I can't stand it anymore.
First, the outburst of flash display lights.
Second, the abnormal, handicapped, technology-less technology is giving me hell of a time.
& third, the audio/speaker is "WTF-is-wrong-with-it" -ish.
ARGHHH!

When is my laptop gonna arrive!
):

2008-03-28T19:41:00.005+08:00

Lemme start today's entry with what i think a rather time-wasting (no offence hazry! =S) but amusing quiz-like survey which was initiated by dear hazry.
Personally, i find this chain letters rather extra and a waste of my time.
But since i was 'tagged' then let it be it.
So, if you find this column uninteresting, you might wanna skip and scroll down to the daily happenings of my life.

1. Qn: At what age do you wish to marry?
Ans: Around 26 or so.

2. Qn: What i want the most now?
Ans: My brand new laptop which i ordered a few days ago. (random.)

3. Qn: Have you ever been hurt by somebody close to you?
Ans: A straight uh-huh.

4. Qn: Do you think you have enough confidence?
Ans: I would say most likely yes.

5. Qn: If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: To be rich + happy while owning a time-machine. (Is that too much?)

6. Qn: What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Ans: My loved ones.

7. Qn: Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans: Well, no.

8. Qn: If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Ans: Alamak, i shy larh, but if it is, then probably yes. Depends on the situation.

9. Qn: List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Ans: Smart, jovial & lame.

10. Qn: What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Ans: I have an other half? OMG! When did i split myself?! Okie. Lame. Erm. To love me in return.

11. Qn: What type of person do you hate the most?
Ans: Backstabbers, liars & 2-faced monsters.

12. Qn: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Ans: Isn't this abit of a stupid question?

13. Qn: Do you believe in God?
Ans: Yes.

14. Qn: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Ans: Well, i wouldn't call them 'things' as it would be my family & loved ones.

15. Qn: Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Ans: When it's time.

16. Qn: At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Ans: Comfort zone cos the qn says 'At this point of time'.

17. Qn: What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Ans: A lame, sophisticated, idiotic & anything-that-goes-along-that-line friend.

18. Qn: The place you want to go the most with your loved ones?
Ans: New Zealand.

19. Qn: What do i dislike about myself?
Ans: Erm.

20. Qn: One thing you love the most right now?
Ans: My idiotic brother.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

People who've been tagged:
1. Nadia
2. Rose
3. Huiying
4. Maylwin
5. Firdaus
6. Masturah
7. Corinne
8. Huizhi

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That's that for the quiz cum survey.
Now for the real updates.

Went to town with Shuyi & Nad yesterday, where chek han came along later for the movie.
It was a VERY last minute thing.
Agreed to meet at 4 but guess what, i was late.
But thankfully, someone was later than me, & it was phew.
So bought our tickets for the movie and it starts at 925pm.
Geeees.

So while waiting for the movie, we headed off to Taka to walk around, since it was only like 6+pm.
Basically the topic of the day, or should i say, gossip of the day was about Nad's ahem.
& i shouldn't elaborate further in order not to be too revealed.
Nad wanted to meet her friend, but in the end, found another of her friend.
Kinda weird.

Head off to Far East after that.
I was seriously tired of walking to & fro at that time.
But heck, knowing the purpose for us to go there was for food, there boost my leg muscles and all.
Hahaha.
Nasi goreng for me & nad and fried hor fun (malay style) for shuyi.
It was edible.
At least it wasn't fast food!
I'm getting tired of it.

Realising we still had time, we shopped for shuyi's white cardi.
Found one for her and another for Nad.
I think it looks great on them.
The white ghosts!
=S.

Pool at Lucky Plaza was next.
& boy, it was empty! (what do you expect on a weekday school time?)
It was F.U.N.
Me & Nad SUCK big time, right NAD?
As for shuyi, OMG?
A very powderful first-timer i tell you!
Must look out for her already.
*Screams.

And then the movie.
Guess what movie we watched.

The Orphanage.
It was alright, & was rated R, for disturbing scenes.
& there's this Caucasian kid who cried after the movie.
God, they should ban underage kids.
It's gruesome.

& if you wanna watch this movie, here's some issues and points to consider before letting it be one of your to-watch movie.
1. You must be literate/able to read english or chinese subtitles as the movie is in Spanish.
2. Be prepared to be shocked/stunned/astounded SUDDENLY & UNEXPECTEDLY by the sound/visual effects.
3. If you cannot tolerate sudden jolt or is faint-hearted, i recommed you not to watch.
4. You need to have a very deep & logical thinking in order to understand the movie.

Yeap.
That should be it.
& Nad, sorry for not accompanying you in boarding the red line train.
It's 1 hour!
I reached home at 1245am that day & if i were to be in that red line too, then i think i'll reach even later.

& I'm done!
Too bad no pictures were taken! ):
But let's play pool summore!
:D

2008-03-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

Do you remember an entry that i said i lost a book?
Well, it is official.
My library book titled 'fireworks' is lost & unfound.
Searched through JE arcade again today, and they said they didn't find any.
(& heck, the service there sucked BIG time).
Browsed my account at the library kiosk and the book is still on loan.
Like ohmygod.
The person who stole my book, please, if you want to read it, read it FAST, before 4th april, return the book!
I can't believe how people can steal a LIBRARY book at the ARCADE at 12 MIDNIGHT.
& i want to read that boooookkkk!
*holding that tears, but failed* (NOT!)

So went to Lavender, ICA building today to accompany my cousin to collect her IC.
& the problem was, she received it earlier before.
But due to some, I presume, stupid careless-ness, the home unit number printed on her IC was wrong.
It goes like #40-85.
Like WOW!
There's a building in Singapore that has a 40th storey!
Sheeeeesh.

We waited for like 2 hours or so.
3-4pm waited & finally, everything was settled.
GREAT!
We had dinner at LJS JE & off we went home.

I was kinda moody at my aunt's place just now.
I don't know.
It feels like i'm an extra there.
I don't know whether is it me or whether the way they treated me was as though i'm invisible.
& surely, i don't like that feeling.

Immediately i stomped my way out of their house.
Didn't bother about my aunt's calls behind.
I think i'll be rather emo for the rest of the day.

Pardon for the picture-less entry.

2008-03-24T22:31:00.007+08:00

Fyan's jukebox in Album of the week:

Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad (Re-release)

1. "Umbrella" Featuring Jay-Z - 4:35
2. "Push Up On Me" - 3:15
3. "Don't Stop The Music" - 4:27 *
4. "Breakin' Dishes" - 3:20 *
5. "Shut Up and Drive" - 3:33
6. "Hate That I Love You" Featuring Ne-Yo - 3:39 *
7. "Say It" - 4:10
8. "Sell Me Candy" - 2:45 *
9. "Lemme Get That" - 3:41
10. "Rehab" - 4:54 *
11. "Question Existing" - 4:08
12. "Good Girl Gone Bad" - 3:35
13. "Cry" - 3.45 (Bonus Track)
14. "Haunted" - 4:09 (Bonus Track)
15. "Winning Women" Featuring Nicole Scherzinger - 3:03
16. "Take A Bow" - 3:46
17. "Driven" Featuring Ciara & T-Pain - 3:42
18. "Umbrella/Cinderella" (Remix) Featuring Jay-Z & Chris Brown - 4:11

* top 5 picks. (& counting, actually)
Songs can be obtained thru MUA.

So that goes the lame introduction on finally an update to this dear blog of mine.
& the BIG question which probably would've popped through your head right now would be "Why haven't i been updating?"
The answer to that is so simple that even i think you would've guess what it is.

I'm effing lazy.

& right now, i don't know what the hell to fill up this empty space.
School is like gonna start in 2 weeks or so.
& I'm not that prepared.
Maybe just a lil' bit.
But not so excited!

However, there is one thing i am of course truly excited.
i'm (finally) purchasing a new laptop!
Wohoooo! *Confetti's being thrown*.
After reaching to 4 years, my aged and outdated lappie have got to go.
One problem though.
I'm confused on which brand to pick, Hp or Acer?
Help.

Stay tuned for artist & movie of the week in Fyan's Jukebox!
:D

2008-03-15T01:06:00.009+08:00

Horton Hears A Who!
So actually caught this movie with my brothers and my sister-in-law, including her brothers at Jurong Enter (JEC).
Totally hilarious movie (provided if you still have those children genes in you).
However, i do feel the story line is so suitable for children.
& kinda kiddish, i might say.
Nevertheless, it's great to once in a while sit down,
& have a nice laugh over something du-ny. (DUmb + funNY)
(Besides i always experience this when watching mr squarepants.)

The elephant is so damn cute! (like DUH!, mr jim carey is GREAT!)

Anyway, headed to ZingDo for dinner.

Well, these pictures had to be searched.
=X!

ZingDo was the place, and boy, first time eating there.
I can say not bad, for a halal korean cuisine restaurant.
Should try again another day.
p/s. no pictures were taken cos we were gulping our foods down!

Headed to arcade afterwards and played the indoor basketball like mad.
& guess what.
When i reach home, i realised that i forgot to bring home my library book.
I was like curses!
I wanted to read that book!
My bro went back to look for it 15 mins later but it was no where to be found.

I wonder who the hell wants to take away a library book, considering the fact that not most bookworms go to the arcade!
Arghhhh!

Luckily my bro will pay for the book if it does go missing.
Thank you abg epul!

So it's 1.32 am now and im shagged.
Bye!

I'm missing these people so MUCHHHHHH!
):

2008-03-11T16:40:00.004+08:00

I think its time for me to jot another entry.
Basically, i'm effing lazy to update this blog.
But thinking about the outcome of not updating gives me the slight urge not to do so.
So here you go.

First of all, i've mentioned about the lists of things i'm gonna get, and guess what!
One of them was fulfilled!
Yipeeeee. (:

1. Sony DSC T70 digital camera. *
2. that levi's spectacles. *
3. that levi's watch. *
4. that levi's belt.
5. a brand new laptop. *
6. more vests/cardigans.
7. grey skinnies/tappered jeans. (more likely tappered).
8. And more.

499$ just flew like that.
Imagine buying all at the same shot.
*faints.

Anyway, with the help of my new (loved) camera, 090308 - Sunday was spent celebrating my brother's marriage day.
Though i have to tell you, its full of trials and ordeals.

1. a closed neighbour of mine, her 11-year-old son went missing on Saturday. My mother had to help & luckily managed to find him strolling along west coast beach the next day.
2. It was raining heavily, which delayed the sending of buffet food.
3. My aunt's purse was misplaced, which caused panic across the house. (but managed to locate it later)
4. My grandmother is still in hospital.

& the sad-est part,

5. my sister-in-law's mother passed away 6 hours before the wedding ceremony started.

There were griefs going on, but her dad insisted that the marriage still carry on.

-In Loving Memory-

There were pictures taken of course.
Loads of it.
But i won't be placing it today i guess. (maybe tomorrow or so)
Languid ah.

But well, i'll just upload the happy couple photo! :D

Selamat Pengantin Baru, Kak Shahidah & Abg Epul.
Semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu!
Insya'allah.
Amin.

:D.

2008-03-04T22:22:00.001+08:00

Click to enlarge.

0.1 point shy from clinching towards that honourary last sem.
& i didn't stop myself from there!

:D.
Alhamdulillah.

Hopefully, it'll remain.
Insya'allah.

p/s. for non-RPians. the numbers on the left-hand column is not the points i scored, but an ID allocated for respective people in the school.

2008-03-03T21:16:00.007+08:00

& yes, you can make your name on calculators! :D

So, i finally found some indulgence to update and create MORE information to this half-dead blog of mine.
Lately, i don't really find the mood to blog and also i don't even know what to write!

Can you believe it?
It's already the third of March!
This only happens when YOU realize that it was only a few weeks ago that the year was January 2008.
Oh nooooo...!

This March, i reckoned lots of things are going to happen.
Now let's just jot down some of it here.

1. My brother's going to get married in a week.
2. My grandmother has just been admitted to the hospital cos of fallen injuries.
3. I (with the help of the whole family) have to prepare, and to the max, immaculate my whole, disorganized house before my brother's engagement.
4. To find some materials/data on my PP for school.
5. Great shows that is a not-to-be-missed show.
6. More vigorous tutoring to my cousin.

I still think there's more but i'm too lazy to do everything.

I'm tired.
My sleeping habit is still the same; though i tried to slightly improve on them. (sometimes to no avail)
But i was so scared to sleep early, knowing that you will toss and turn around in bed.
& you tend to think things that aren't necessary fairytale-ish.
But hey!
Nowadays im sleeping at 215am and waking up at 8am!
Great progress.
Next aim: 145am. (or earlier).

There's this list of things i'm so gonna buy!
1. Sony DSC T70 digital camera. *
2. that levi's spectacles. *
3. that levi's watch. *
4. that levi's belt.
5. a brand new laptop. *
6. more vests/cardigans.
7. grey skinnies/tappered jeans. (more likely tappered).
8. And more.

* a must.

So yea.
My neck is killing me now.
Aching like nobody's business.
Someone care to massage me?
Haaaaaa.

Nights.

2008-03-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously annoyed and irritated now.
& don't ask me why.